So this year is coming to an end, and usually this is the time most people start to do their reflections on their lives. I just feel so stressed about IVF, its as though I'm in a stuffy house and I cant leave. Every window I see I'm excited to open, but when I try and open it, no luck. If I just walk out the house then I'm basically giving up, because in order to get what I want in the house I must stay. There's always a missing part to be complete. I will start the Jan 2011 IVF cycle at my clinic, and I feel OVERWHELMED!!!(STUFFY WITH LIMITED AIR). The funny thing about it all is Im not going into it with outrageous expectations. I just feel OVERWHELMED because of all the unknowns, and so many windows that I just could never open. I want to get this show on the road and get some results. My clinic only offers IVF 4 times a year, and this waiting is for the dang birds. I love progress not being stagnant. I know this is a very delicate issue, but I can't stay stress free like they recommended if I'm sitting around waiting.
Okay, enough of my complaining!! I'm still so thankful, but yet so OVERWHELMED!!! Not to mention the Holidays!!!
P.S. I think its those freaking NEEDLES ready to get the first prick over with!!!
About Me
- mywalkwithinfertility
- I am 32 years old, and have been married for 4 years. This blog is to share my personal walk with infertility. My thoughts during the process of IVF, and the beautiful outcome. Although infertility has had so many lows in my life. This struggle and others I have went through was prep work for God developing me to the woman of his eyes. So for that I'm eternally grateful. I welcome you to share your stories and post on mine. Let's walk this road of IF together.
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